time to fly

hello, its been a few days since my last update (not that that's not okay). ive been making my whole personality frank iero for the past few days, lol, it probably gets annoying at some point to people. i dont have much to talk about this blog, honestly. i just wanted to come up here and talk a bit. im flying home today, im not all that excited in particular, but things end. you dont get everything you want all the time. i ordered a few things while i was away on vacation, im positive ill be receiveing them soon. im excited. i look forward to little things like that. im not a very patient person, so often i want things to be over with faster. im typing this in front of a mirror, ive only just noticed how off i look to myself, especially my hair. sometimes i take too long peaking at myself, and all of a sudden i dont recognize the person in front of me. but i think thats mostly a me issue, lol. oh, right. i got blasted awake by a thunder at 5 in the morning. no, literally, i got woken up by thunder so loud my eyes flashed white before they were even open. my mom came in at 9 to wake me up, and she said my sister couldnt sleep after that. (pansy.) i might pierce myself again soon, im thinking about angel bites. i never got one before, but it shouldnt be too hard, seeing that piercing my snake bites were pretty sucessful. anyways, ill type something up again when i feel like it (my laptop is running out of battery and ive put away my charger already)

july updates on my life

starting off by saying hello, good evening (as its the time i am writing this). ive not been doing much the whole of july, i moved out of my old apartment start of the month, moved in with my grandmother. my old flatmate was this weird christian girl who was pretty questionable, ie, anti-abortion, homophobic, pro-war, those sort of stuff. she was alright at first, but during the middle of the semester she turned to christianity which is fine, but not when its *that* kind of christianity. besides that, im going on a trip to vietnam soon, as in tomorrow. i packed up my stuff and traveled back to my home city so i can fly out with my family. im not exactly hyped for this trip, knowing that i wasnt originally invited, >_>. my dad wanted me to come, despite everyone else saying either i pay for the trip myself or to not invite me. i guess i appriciate the gesture of my dad thinking about me, but he gave me a lot of trouble with the tickets and things too. im still mad thinking about it, but whatever. anyways, thats the two big things that happened and is happening in july for me. other stuff include MCR concert drop in SEA! im excited for that, planning to fly out to PH cause they arent holding the concert in my country. tickets go on sale in september, just praying i get the tickets cause oh god i cant imagine not going to a black parade show when they finally are dropping one T_T. tickets are pretty expensive, 300 bucks for standing A is crazy!! i gotta save, hardcore. i told my mom about it, im gonna try nagging her about lending me money for the tickets... (please mom.) talking about money, i hate being a 'foreigner' in my country. my status is so complex none of the goverment offices know how to deal with my case, which led to me not being able to get a work permit. i was born here and speak the language god damnit! i have been jobless for a few months now, i was a teacher in training before i got fired for my work permit issues!!! im struggling so much because of the goverment the goverment sucks!!!